You know if you read my previous blog that I am in a waiting stage in my life. This is kinda a continuation of that same topic, though not entirely.
I hate knowing secrets. Seriously. Not just dislike. Not just irritated by them. I hate knowing secrets. Well, let me clarify. I hate not being able to talk about something. I hate having to be careful not to say something that will let on that I know something that I am not supposed to say anything about. I know, that wasn't clear.
So lately I have had to keep my mouth shut when a certain subjects come up that I know something about that I can't say anything about. The subjects keep coming up, too! I have even had to make decisions based upon that knowledge that I have and then not be able to explain why I am making that decision. Yeah, that was not cool. What's even worse is that I am not able to keep my body language tamed, so people know that I know something, but I don't say anything about it. Then people get all offended and I just try to walk away.
Soon one of the secrets will be revealed, and that will be a relief. Of course, that will still only be one of the secrets. That might be worse. I think I still might need to keep my mouth shut still because I think if I talk about one thing, everything will come spilling out of my mouth.
What I think I am trying to say is that I need to keep my mouth shut for a while. Do me a favor and don't ask me any questions. I may know something, but I might not be able to tell you. Please don't torture me.
Thanks
"Even a fool, when he keeps silent, is considered wise;
When he closes his lips, he is considered prudent."
Proverbs 17:28
7 comments:
It drives me insane to have to hold my tounge as well. Especially when I know something that would make people make diffrent decisions if only I were allowed to tell.
I feel for you.
.....I have no idea what you are talking about. But I hope it all works out soon.
hmmmm, now you have my curiosity peaked!
This was really just an attempt to talk about something without actually talking about it. Sorry if I confused you. Really, I wasn't attempting to make people curious, either. Hopefully everything gets out in the open soon so that I don't have to worry about this much longer. I don't know how long I can stand it.
Good luck! I stink at keeping big secrets. Hope things resolve soon :)
I have a secret too. Want to know? I'm having a baby!!!! :)
It's a good thing I'm not down there. I'd get out the thumbscrews and do my best Hogan's Heroes Gestapo impression.
ve have vays of making you talk!
But then, I'm a big brother, so it is really no surprise to note that my first thoughts went to "If I was there, I'd torture her till she talked".
I guess it is just how I roll...
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